I wish there is no wall between us.
future orthopaedic/trauma specialist, Malaysian, 45/198 countries.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
ERASER
I miss being my true self.
I used to be a happy-go-lucky girl.
60% of it just gone. haha
I wish my limbic system works better.
I wish i have a delete button that works for brain memories
its painful to bare with.
I don't want people to see how weak i am.
complicated
enough.
a long long day
For internal med today my patient is having pain due to hip joint problem. She was 60++ years old young lady. She was so cute. I love old people. Sometimes i think they are more adorable than babies. seperti Wan Tampin saya. sangat comel!
My patient had underwent 3 surgeries and this friday will be her 4th. What a pity. She's also a diabetic patient type 2. She lost 15 kg since 20 years ago. Wow. Her size is not yet considered as obese but near towards it. She is very nice . When we asked questions for anamnesis, she tried to answered it slowly even thou i can see that she hardly speaks.
Then after finish doing the anamnesis part, we went down to have discussion of our diagnosis with Mr erhmann. It was freaking longggggg!!! I've tried so hard to survive and stay awake as i could. Mr erhmann taught us passionately and i felt so bad if he saw me sleeping during his class. He's a doctor, mesti dia lagi penat dari kitorang ni. Working all day long from morning till night. I dont want him to feel unmotivated seing us tired and dull.
lagi satu, it was hilarious when he said, 'understand you??'
instead of saying --> 'do u understand ?
0.0
Any how it was a very long and tiring day.
i went back straight ahead to kak yana's room. K anis baked a cake for her birthday.Happy birthday kak yana! may Allah bless u always :) Lucky kak yana to have people around giving appreciation. Then k farah came to visit me. She gave me some useful advises n remind me that never put too much hope on a guy. suka lepak ngan kak farah ni. rasa sangat ada kakak kat sini
My patient had underwent 3 surgeries and this friday will be her 4th. What a pity. She's also a diabetic patient type 2. She lost 15 kg since 20 years ago. Wow. Her size is not yet considered as obese but near towards it. She is very nice . When we asked questions for anamnesis, she tried to answered it slowly even thou i can see that she hardly speaks.
Then after finish doing the anamnesis part, we went down to have discussion of our diagnosis with Mr erhmann. It was freaking longggggg!!! I've tried so hard to survive and stay awake as i could. Mr erhmann taught us passionately and i felt so bad if he saw me sleeping during his class. He's a doctor, mesti dia lagi penat dari kitorang ni. Working all day long from morning till night. I dont want him to feel unmotivated seing us tired and dull.
lagi satu, it was hilarious when he said, 'understand you??'
instead of saying --> 'do u understand ?
0.0
Any how it was a very long and tiring day.
i went back straight ahead to kak yana's room. K anis baked a cake for her birthday.Happy birthday kak yana! may Allah bless u always :) Lucky kak yana to have people around giving appreciation. Then k farah came to visit me. She gave me some useful advises n remind me that never put too much hope on a guy. suka lepak ngan kak farah ni. rasa sangat ada kakak kat sini
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
woke up late. duhh
assalamualaikum
arini lmbt benar sy bgn.. yela mlm td sy tdo time subuh. internal med da nk dekat. 19 hb ni. soalan xabes2. aduhh. if i dont manage to finish all before time i'm going to withdraw this.i don't want to be rush n get nothing. this internal med is an important subject. oh talking about internal med, it really worries me. i have to equip myself with good skills. here there is nothing much to do, u on your own have to be more proactive to volunteer and ask if you don't know. the teachers wont be bother to ask each one of us. no spoon feeding here. being more independent. i love it. but the limitation is you don't know.what actually you don't know,revising the questions one by one, watching youtube videos, i realized that there are loadssss of things that i haven't learn yet. no one else to blame except for myself.i want to be a good doctor. wanting is not just good enough, act on it!
ok see you later.mengantok sebenarnya.
at the moment , in psycho class 2.31pm
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| psycho lecture |
Monday, December 12, 2011
i want my family back
#examperiodisjustaroundthecorner
homesick.
may Allah bless them wherever they are
i miss u guys so much
Dr Vesely
he is prof Vesely.
my pathophysiology professor.
vesely means happy in czech.
yes
he really enjoy what he is doing.
you can actually feel it
his sincerity while teaching
care
full of determination
funny
#Inspired
dan muka dia macam Steve Job jugak. serious tak tipu
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| comel an! |
Pathophysiology is one of the big subject in 3rd year
dearie, please be nice to me.
rabbi yassir wa la tuassir
fighting fatimah zaharah!
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