i have this one best friend. i think i can never find someone like her.
her name is inahja abd jalil
we'v known for each other for nearly 10years. i was in form 1 that time. both of us in the same grade, in s.m.k telok mas. she was in the next dorm, i was in Dorm 1, mischievous ones all got stuck in Dorm 1, n im one of them.
how did we meet the 1st time?
i remember, i was in a big click, huge ones, my click was 10 in total, but 6 were the core ones.and we were the type of girls that our names used to be called during punishment day(hari rabu every 2weeks) by HEM teacher, Mr Mohammad Bukhari (we call him MatBo). my girls were always got caught of breaking some discipline rules at school or hostel.
she was in another click, her friends were kind-polite-ayu type of girls and have a lot of admires among boys.. she is just an average girl, but she used to be the shining star coz she is very friendly, and she is blessed with an ability to understand people , no matter a boy or a girl. people love to be around her coz she can give great advises.
so, in other word, we didnt click to one another
one day, i remember when we were having jemaah prayer in Surau hostel. she was sitting next to me. i didnt bother to say hi.. malas gle nk tegur2 org. n i remember i was not in the mood at that time. suddenly, she knocked my telekung, saying hi. how rude!
so that the moment when i noticed her presence significantly. we met in a noble place, yet in so-not-sweet intro. and yet, our love relationship still continue till now. masyaAllah. i really hope this will last till jannah (i think i dont deserve jannah! :'(
she taught me about life.
i always felt little, compare to her life, i have been blessed. She endured challenged and life with hardship at early age, but she was so in patience. She cried a lot, but she never give up. Allah loves her so much, thats why she gets a lot of attention from Allah.He wants inahJa to hold on Him as tight as possible with the hardship He give in her life. but i really wish i can ease the burden that she is holding on right now. I'm such a terrible friend, i am!
Reflecting my own self, i think, my life runs smooth, for this moment, there is nothing precious in my life hs been taken by Him. i am so afraid that one day, when the time comes, i'm not sure either i can manage it or not.
i love u inahja. Thank you for being such an inspiring person. u r one walking inspiring-book , when i'm with u, i'm inspired to improve myself. i want to be a better person.
hope everything will be easier for u. May Allah bless and grant u happiness throughout your life.
p/s inahja name is so unique, Inah comes from her mum's name (rozINAH) and Ja comes from her dad's (abd JAlil)
and thank you for having me as a part of your life. *hugs*
