NAGAAAA

pathophysiology test this week. so, me and kina, as usual, burning the midnight oil ; studying all night in the faculty. We ordered pizza and ate like a boss. Haha manalah tak kurus, berangan nak pipi kecut, makan cenggini timah oi. tapi takpelah, diet tolak tepi *walhal tak penah diet pon walaupun hari2 pasang azam* LOL

boringnya kena study! boleh tak nak rasa camtu? I need some entertainments! I want to go out from Olomouc! nak g travel somewhere! tak sabar nk winter hols! nak tidur macam anak beruang comel! so, demi mencapai imej itu, boleh la saya makan macam boss! 

iris! 

doakan saya, walhal kau tak wujud pun. banyak lagi ni tak baca. memang beberapa hari ni kena bakar minyak malam-malam buta la gayanya. chayok2!!

okeh, merapu banyak dah ni. 

cau!

iGames2011 #champion for the 3rd times!

Last week ,iGames was held. This year, the host was HK.  43girls and 27 boys of Olomouc contingent went to Hradec for the mission of maintaining the 2years of championship.  

Guess what?

We won again this year, for the 3rd times yalls! Alhamdulillah. 

Motto of 'Lawan tetap Lawan' gets everyone together, we cheered and supported each one another. And thats what family does.If the family were a boat, it would be a canoe that makes no progress unless everyone paddles. acewah cecewahh. anyway, thanks everyone for the lovely and unbreakable support u've guys put on us, walaupun balik2 Olomouc, suara hilang * exaggeration* 

our Olomouc team, Chef de mission proudly receiving the iGames Cup from Datuk Zainal, Msia-Czech Embassador

muka-muka keriangan. 

muka2 hyper

mangat gile copypaste dari blogspot hk tuh

this was the final result. We left them far behind with 10 points, like a boss! hehe, congrats lads! all the hard work and constant last minute training paid off. bosan jugak la menang lagi. haha berlagaknya timahhh!! pangpang. 

hopefully, there is still iGames for next year. amin2! congrats semua orang! 

'Siapa menang? Olomouc Awak! + Lawan tetap lawan!

p/s : this year, nenek menang badminton, netball, futsal ye cu #beranganckpngncucusendiri*

Open your eyes

'why deny whats in front of your eyes, we cant keep hiding from the truth, 

just open our eyes, our hearts and mind'

i really love this song because it really reminds me how little i am compared to His creation and mightiness

Look around yourselves, cant you see this wonder
spread in front of you,
The clouds floating by, the skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits, the moon and the sun
such perfect harmony
let's start question in ourselves
isn't this proof enough for us
or are we so blind to push it all aside.... no!

we just have to...
open our eyes, our hearts and minds,
if we just look brigth to see the signs
we can't keep hiding from the truth
let it take us by surprise
take us in the best way... Allahhhh
Guide us every single day... Allahhh
Keep us close to You
until the end of time

Look inside yourselves, such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves, running in your veins
what about anger love and pain
and all the things you're feeling
can you touch it with your hand?
so are they really there?
lets start question in ourselves
isn't this proof enough for us?
or are we so blind to push it all aside, No!

We just have to
open our eyes, our hearts and minds,
if we just look bright to see the signs,
we can't keep hiding from the truth
let it take us by surprise
take us in the best way... Allahhhh
Guide us every single day... Allahhh
keep us close to You until the end of time

when a baby's born so helpless and week
and you're watching him growing
so why deny what's in front of your eyes
the biggest miracle of life

we just have to
open our eyes, our hearts and minds,
if we just look quite we'll see the signs,
we cant keep hiding from the truth
let it take us by surprise
take us in the best way... Allahhhh...
guide us every single day... Allahh..
keep us close to You until the end of time close to You

Until the end of time..
(2x)

You created everything, we belong to You,
Ya Rabb we raise our hands,
forever we thank You.
Alhamdulillah
#deep

I wish i'm good at..

HORSE RIDING!

riding a horse masa travel ngn batchmates kat Cesky Krumlov. sigh boleh pulak jatuh naik kuda time ni 

ARCHERY!

ni masa buat CAS kt MRSM jasin,
aisehhh bestnya teringin nk hebat archery kalahkan Xena The Warrior Princes

SWIMMING, i can swim but not fit enough thou

REPAIR THINGS, eg computer, car

ni masa hari tu g Milford Sound NZ, car breakdown sebab cuai tak tutup lampu kereta, so bateri abes. nk pakai jump starter pon tak reti. sighh

PLAYING HOCKEY,  BASKETBALL like ibuuuu

SCUBA DIVING

GYMNASTIC

MAKING BUSINESS 

PLAYING MUSIC INSTRUMENTALS eg piano, guitar, violin 

archery, swimming and horse riding are one of the sports recommended, mentioned in Quran and Rasulullah saw loves this sports. 

'Rasulullah saw 'Any action without the remembrance of Allah is either a diversion or 

heedlessness except 4 acts; walking from target to target (during archery practice) training a horse.... and learning to swim. 

(alTabrani)

to my future sons and daughters, i'll send all of you to all of these classes ok

*berangan*

i just fall in love

wow, 

i just fall in love with piano music. 

seriously.

Haziq introduced to me Ludovico Einaudi, one famous Italian pianist.

i listened to Nuvole Bianche, and it is truly a beautiful masterpiece

have a try.

mixed feelings

it reminds me of good times, happy times, sad, and lonely times. 

it reminds me of the emptiness i've felt sometimes. 

so, i've made a list of piano songs, eg famous Japanese pianist Yiruma, hot Croatian Maksim Mrvica, Thomas Newman, and some more.

sikit je saya tahu. noobs.

There are so many others, yeah i know. 

currently, i'm #youtuberepeat the famous song , Clair de Lune by Claude Debussy.

                            

it is just intoxicating, just sit back, close your eyes and let your heart tell you how wonderful it is. 

haha jiwang sekejap je, boleh je kan. 

swinginggg-ing

Main buai laju laju di NZ dengan angah

BLOBBYYYYY

rindu

introducing : the BLOBBY

i mean the old ones. i miss my old family

considering about other broken family, i am half way luckier to have a normal family, even though there are some problems in this family. this family is way far from cracking 

my dad has two wifes. my ibu (married 31 december 1981) and my mama (september 20?? , i dont remember because i refuse to remember it)

i always have this big question mark in my head, why does ayah find someone else, other than ibu? isn't ibu the best mother in the whole world? Wasn't she was the one beside you when you were struggling with your studies , to get to what you are right now? wasn't ibu the one who always be by your side during ups and downs? when everything  turns dark, ibu shines your way. why ayah carik orang lain jugak? i hate it ayah. no one can compare ibu with any woman in this world? * shivering*

mum always tell me not to hate you, never hate ayah no matter what happen, he is still your ayah, he who raised me up, he who feed us, he who finds money for school and the households, ayah selalu jadi penceria rumah, buat lawak pecah perut and make rumah turn upside down as well . ibu never fails to affirm us, never and never everrrr hate your ayah,loves him, because no matter whattt, his love to us will never change (wawa yeahh right?)

ok. enuf said. rasa menggigil badan. i've always wanted to cry out loud and tell him what i've wanted to say, what i've been holding on to myself, i just want to say how i miss him so much . be the same person as he used to be, ayahh! i want you back! i never cry at home because i never want ibu to see me weak, as she is struggling keeping herself calm in front of us. I MISS YOU AYAH! i always pretend that i was strong at home, but the fact, i cried inside my heart out, driving out to nowhere somehow really helps me to get away from all this. yeah, i do know that im a person that run away from problems. 

dear ayah. i know you have been cheating on ibu. i never tell ibu. i never tell ibu.  Please dont treat her like this.she deserve better.  I love you ayah. but i hate what u did. i dont want to have a life without ayah. i cant imagine having one. ayahh, please be the old ayah i used to hug, i used to tumbuk2 perut, you used to give us bau ketiak ayah secara tiba2 the time where me n others khusyukk tgk tv in front, i hate that busuk smell, but  i miss u ayah.

i am such a loser. i am so afraid to do the right thing, pretending nothing happen, i am the best actress and deserve an Academy award-winning-actress.

oh Allah,please please please help this helpless girl. i  am a sinner, please be mercy to me, please bless both parents of i, please forgive all their sins. please care and grant guidance, happiness and all the goods always surround them. I'm helpless. please grant my dad and my mum Jannah for all the deeds they've done to me and my family.

i miss u both.

Gosh. susah benar nak nangis. 

Bodoh betul