touched

that czech makcik is so comel!

This picca was taken last week, on Friday. We're on the train, on the way heading to Birmingham. Arghhh, sayangnya! Why didn't I have a good Czech vocab *ketuk kepala sendiri* tulaahhh sapa suroh tesengguk senggukk time kelas czech!! 

No one else to blame except for myself for this poor czech vocab. I love orang2 tua, i think they are too adorable and I couldnt stand not to lay my eyes on them. This babicka (i've forgotten her name) ; <babicka=nenek> was so friendly, asking us so many questions, and she also mentioned about her sons. 2 bachelor sons. A big hint maybe. wahahah berangan la kau timah nak kawin ngn orang czech. :P

SAYA TAK PUAS HATI DENGAN DIRI SENDIRI TAK MASTER CZECH, TAPI TAK PRACTICE AND TAK EFFORT CAMNE NAK TERROR, wahai fatimah zaharah woii! 

k2 nite. penat da. ee sukanya makcik niiiiiiii!

Daurah Birm

Menenangkan.
Satu perasaan tidak terungkap.
Hati aku berasa sangat takut pada masa yang sama.
i've been wondering a lot,
why Allah sent me here?
Why Allah chose me to be a part of this.
ALLAH pilih aku untuk memahami agamaNya, memberi aku peluang untuk mendekati Dia Menjadi penolong Allah,
padahal AKU SEORANG PELAKU DOSA.
AKU TEGAR MELAKUKAN DOSA SETIAP HARI.
AKU LEMAH DENGAN UJIAN YG ENGKAU BERIKAN.
kenapa Dia pilih aku? Ya Allah.
Kuatkan aku untuk menolak maksiat.

Wahai anak Adam!

Just read a hadith Qudsi, written by scholar Imam Al-Ghazali in his books, Al Mawa'iz Fil Ahadis al-Qudsiah which somehow touches my heart. 

Allah swt berfirman, 

 'Wahai anak Adam, 
Aku hairan kepada mereka yg yakin terhadap kematian tetapi masih bergembira
aku hairan kepada mereka yg yakin terhadap hari perhitungan tetapi masih mengumpul harta
aku hairan kepada mereka yg yakin terhadap kubur, tetapi masih tertawa
aku hairan kepada mereka yg yakin terhadap kehidupan akhirat tetapi dia masih beristirehat
aku hairan kepada mereka yg yakin terhadap dunia dan kemusnahannya tetapi dia masih tenang dengannya
aku hairan kepada mereka yg alim pd lidahnya tetapi jahil pada hatinya
aku hairan kepada mereka yg sibuk bersuci dengan air tetapi hatinya tidak suci
aku hairan kpd mereka yg sibuk dgn keaiban org lain tetapi dia lupa terhadap dirinya sendiri
aku hairan kepada mereka yg mengetahui bhw sesungguhnya Allah itu mengawasinya tetapi dia masih melakukan maksiat atau mereka yg mengetahuinya sesusungguhnya dia akan mati keseorangan, akan memasuki kubur keseorangan dan akan dihitung keseorangan tetapi masih jinak bersama manusia
ketahuilah, tiada Tuhan yg sebenarnya melainkan Aku dan sesungguhnya Muhammad itu adalah hamba dan utusanKu


p/s terasa diri sangat hipokrit, menggigil bila taip every letters of it.
ampunkan aku Ya Allah

microbiology done!

alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. i can finally breath easily now. I passed my microb final exam! wohoooo!! Which means, im done with my 3rd year winter semester exam!! 

alhamdulillah wa astaghfirullah 

ini bukti muka gembira mintak pelempang, bergambar dgn cikgu moksya, Prof Kolar

overall, this subject was one of subject that i found interesting. And and and the best thing about working in the Micriobio lab is that you can fart and blame the microbes. LOL!! 

i'm so gonna miss microb *okay tipu semata2* 

anyway, weekend is finally here after such a long week. hezky vikend people!

p/s: Now all i can say is, Stay safe, respect the bacteria, and be positive wherever you are :P 

Kuih msia

So terubat kerinduan having traditional kuih Malaysia especially when you are thousand miles away from home

*homesick mode*

breaktime from revising Microb : EATING TIME!

thank you kak fifi and Masrul for selling this nyummy kuih-muih during this exam period. 

oh. feel so blessed! 

p/s : Microb exam nak dekat. All the best to my friends and myself. FIGHTING!

bye bye baby wafi T__T

wafi is heading back to Malaysia. aww! just got back from sending Dal and Azri at Hlavni Nadrazi. i'm so motivated with Dal, wafi's mother, a good friend of mine, since KMB. She is so strong, i know its very hard to say goodbye to your own child and being millions miles away from him for few months and not seeing him growing up and breastfeeding him and holding his hand and kiss him on the forehead and hugs him every time you wake up in the morning and change his diapers and look him on his eyes. aww gosh i couldn't imagine that. But Allah chose Dal to be in that situation. Allah knows that Dal is strong enough to bear with His test. I fully trusting Allah that this test is to lift up Dal's level and reward Dalila for her patience and perseverance. Dalila is one strong woman that i adore. I pray to Allah; May Allah give you strength to endure this test. He loves you Dal, that is why He chose you. 

*hugging you tightly*

To my dearest Wafi, aunty Zara hopes you will be a good boy, grow up faster okay! we really gonna miss you, your odour, your pretty eyes, your cuteness, your ability to make our heart melting every time we lay our eyes on you. May Allah protect you wafi husaini. See you next time. This year tak dapat la nak jmpa wafi T__T tak balik summer. nanti jumpa wafi next time sure da gebu, tangan macam croissant, peha macam hotdog ketak-ketak, gerammmm!