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bismillah. 

life's unpredictable. Sometimes good things happen, and sometimes bad things happen. But whether good or bad, everything happens for a reason. Although, sometimes it can be difficult  to accept it. 

it was a shocking news to hear Paklang has left us. 

Sudden heart attack.

Mt Noor Abu Bakar  

Alfatihah

it was the shocking news that brought me to tears. 

takziah maklang dan abg syazwan

Paklang, 

when i was little, he used to address me his pretty girl 

every time he came by to our house, he'll always teased me whenever he won the game that he came up with.

and now, when i'm a grown up teenager, he'll always asked me whether i have a special friend, and he'll say, 'takpe, paklang boyfriend kakcik' 

and he never forget to motivates us and generously giving some pocket money for school

and paklang always said 'kakcik nanti jadi doktor rawat paklang'

maaf paklang, kakcik tak sempat

....

Alfatihah

last summer (2years ago), i stayed at his house in Ipoh, with my cousin, Ainina ; accompanying him while maklang was admitted to the hospital. We stayed there for almost a week, and thats the time where we became good friends. Every night, paklang brought us to food stalls and he shared a lot about his life experience. He's a marine. He has traveled all around the world, and his favorite pitstop harbour is Yaman. 

Once grandma told me, the most mischievous in the family was him. And that trait didnt get old, it was clearly evidence in him even though paklang is in his fifties.

Paklang, 

there's so many things that i can write about you. 

you'll always be remembered in our dearly heart 

you'll never be forgotten. 

close to our heart you will always stay loved and remembered

insyaAllah.

May Allah forgive him and place his soul among the righteous in the hereafter

May Allah rest his soul in peace

May Allah grant him Jannah

Sometimes we don't always realize how much they mean to us until they are gone. 

alfatihah