it was no accident

I truly believe that everything that we do and everyone that we meet is put in our path for a purpose. There are no accidents; we're all teachers - if we're willing to pay attention to the lessons we learn, trust our positive instincts and not be afraid to take risks or wait for some miracle to come knocking at our door.

6.12.2013

Yes, if winds are strong enough, even a super jumbo like the 380airbus can be flipped right?

Yes, no warning at all.

we (me, Jiha, mel, adz and Fana) were heading Prague for our Adrspach mission, and about 100km near Prague, it just happened. 

At that moment when the car was spinning, i was unable to control the car's trajectory. My leg was off the pedal, and i was really confused for a few seconds, i couldn't think of what to do. When our car was facing backwards , my head told me to brake the car. I thought the car in front was getting near, instead our car was moving backwards, probably because of the inertia spinning and the strong wind. It hit the divider at the side of the road, and scratched as far as 50m away. The side mirror was like vegetables, and the door was hardly smashed. 

paling i terkilan, i didn't manage utk mengucap. i can sure i'll be in hell if i die on that day. ya Allah!

speechless. how to digest this? i need time

We all have a do-over each waking moment. Take it, savor it and fully live today.

                                           

paediatric state exam Checked!

Alhamdulillah, thanks to the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful, weolz passed our Paediatric state exam. aaaaa, i could not believe this , oh bieber, i cannot bilibb youuu. alhamdulillah. Defo this success is not mainly from me solely, this success is His blessings and mercy upon me, tskk, kalau depend dengan usaha sendiri, hmmmpehh, i don't think i can make it. aaa He made it happen. alhamdulillahh

The journey for these almost 8weeks were so much fun. well, paediatric block is defo one of the best block so far. yeahh, learning about them turns out to be a whole different ball game. sebab kanak2 lagi fragile immune system dorang. but those babies in that peads hospital were super cute , aaa cuteness overload ,everyday they never seized to melt ma heart. omooo! well, generally, Czech children are beautiful and cute, with coloured eyes, and chubby cheeks, diorang macam kemam gula2 24jam, aa gerammm rasa nk gigiit je pipi dorang ni.

for 5th year, Paediatric is the most significant subject of the year, its a state exam, one of the big exam that requires me to pass if i want to grad next year. So i took this subject seriously, and the last time i have this kind of determination was 4 years ago, during my 1st year of med school. well you know, the gradient of determination and level of hardwork decreases by year. hhaha. aa syuh2 syaitannirrajim. so, we formed a study group among us, which include me, arfa, sakinah, amira and su. I am really looking forward to study in a group because there're some of the questions that i didn't know what to answer. Study in group also helps me in terms of boosting up my motivation. Seeing my group mate studying extra hours and energy makes me want to stay up, holding myself together, and they were so supportive when it became a nerve-wrecking moment, and they helped me to calm myself down. it goes vice versa, we all had each other to comfort ourselves. Alhamdulillah. feeling blissful!

hari ini dalam sejarah. a moment to remember

makan megi berjemaah mmg extra flavour, sedap betul

lakon layar dimainkan oleh : Sakinah, amira, su, saya dan su

and there were also moments that me and kina sleepover in the faculty. aa reminiscing the moment that we had last time during 1st and 2nd year of medical school . We both love to sleep in the faculty sebab duk bilik asek tido + xleh study. aa those moments tsk tskk. i oso bought a mini bolster haha, mmg sengaja beli untuk tido kat fac, da ready2 da utk 6th year nanti in case nak sleepover kat fac. lol

tadaaaa

belakon jap

and how can we forget about these moments? Mel and Jiha were also the loyal users of Bilik Gerakan Czemsa since they're studying pharmaco for the upcoming exam. haha kelakaa, we had a great time knowing each other, and also menggemok bersama. We craved a lot of things, and weolz  together falling to prey to the menacing night munchies and snacks, hahaa, late night snacks and chunks didn't seem to be a sin during this 3 weeks.lapa giler weyhh time study. i think i gained a kg or more. Also bila bosan, ape lagi ,karok bersama hilangkan ngantuk.

nway, Alhamdulillah, we all did it!! ada lagi 1 subjek yg besar that i need to worry about, Internal med! takpe rileks duluuuu. ok, need to start packing, esok nak gerak g Ostrava. so keep calm and lets shoppee in Ostrava! ;P