SAKINAH ABDULLAH

In life, sometimes you meet people who could change your life around. It could be anyone, as long as you willing to learn with everything around you. Life is full of positive and negative things altogether. Alhamdulillah, i am truly grateful with Allah swt for sending me an angelic friend, Sakinah Abdullah in my life. 

I would say, i'm 98% stubborn, 2% soft-kinda person. But sakinah is undivide-able, i couldn't say that she's 98% soft-hearted , because she is 98% generous, 98% forgiving, 98% generous, 98% care.  

We've first known to each other since in KMB. Sakinah is one of those active Naqibah known in KMB, so i'm so not in her circle. But her presence our beautiful friendship began in Surau KMB, i was having my power nap before Zuhur in Surau, waiting for Zuhur azan calling. And as I woke up, Zuhur jemaah was already over, and she was sitting in front of me. And she shared me this one ayat while I was struggling to open my eyes.

she shared me this words of Love

2:261

The example of those who spend their wealth in the way of Allah is like a seed (of grain) which grows 7 spikes, in each spike is like a 100 grains. And Allah multiplies (His reward) for whom He wills. And Allah is all-Encompassing and Knowing

2:262

Those who spend their wealth in the way of Allah and then do not follow up what they have spent with reminders (of it) or (other) injury will have their reward with their Lord, and there will be no fear concerning them, nor will they grieve.

2:265

And the example of those who spend their wealth seeking means to the approval of Allah and assuring (reward for) themselves is like a garden on high ground which is hit by a downpour ; so it yields its fruit in double. And (even) if it is not hit by a downpour, then a drizzle (is sufficient). And Allah ,of what you do, is Seeing

Well, honestly saying, i was quite sleepy when she explained it to me at that time. Terpinga-pinga aku, apehal ntah minah ni cakap, blurrrr. tapi, i embedded the ayat that she shared with me even though i couldn't put my head focus to what she said. hehe i'm sorry kinah. my first impression of me to Sakinah was, she is a religious person, confidence and has a very kind heart.

She used to be class M07C, next to my class, but i barely know her because i thought she was a quite person and we'll not suit to be friends since i'm a bubbly, talkative and hypermaniac at most of the time. I'm more close to Farah, since Farah was my block-mate  and we're neighbors, and she lives next door to my room.

Anyway, bumi Czech mempertemukan aku dan Sakinah. 

zaman 1st year,muda mudi nona kondi

            kinah memang kembang, chubby2 dulu. hihihi. tapi dah kurus da dia sekarang

Then, we become good friends, roomate, batchmate, classmate, she's my pillow-mate, my naqibah, my bubbly sister, my counselor, my accountant, haha banyak pula peranan telah Sakinah mainkan sepanjang we're being friends. i've always wonder what i've done for her as a return.

hmm. nope. sebak

We spent a lot of time together. Some people would say, she is my shadow, wherever i go, Sakinah will be beside me. She's my guardian angle. She's da'wah fardhyiah-ing me. I can feel it. Well,kinah, i feel you. She never giving up on me, i know she always wanted the best for me. She's there in my darkest hour, giving me her never-ending support when i was falling down, a one reliable friend,you always encourage and have a strong faith on me in everything i do

Her most striking characteristic is her generosity. Admitting the fact that kina did most of the cooking while we're roomate, kina sangat pemurah dan tak pernah kedekut utk kongsi whatever she has, may Allah bless u kina!

She is also patient. I always annoyed her with what i did. I rebelled, I said quite straight-forward #nofilter words straight to her face, whether its good or bad, but she hardly ever gets annoyed about anything. but when she does, i'm trembling with fear jugak la. hahahaha, that means i crossed the line ,and went over the limit of patience. haha, tak sedar bahawasanya, even the nicest person's patience has a limit.  

I confessed that i was so immature and emotional sometimes, dengan kau je kina. hoho, well u know i hardly show my labile emotional state to anyone. And on the other hand, she's a little bit mature, she acted like a mother. It really makes me feel warmer when we were together. You always be my kinah, stands by me, calm myself down. Sakinah = calm in Arabic, just suits who u are!

Do you know that, words could never tell, how important you'll always be, 

just little things that you do, that are especially meant for me

You always seems to remember all the things to do, that makes friends last forever,

and share a bond so true

i'm so glad Allah gave to me, someone like you

You are one shining diamond that i'll value throughout my life

namamu sentiasa ditutur dalam doaku.

moga Allah berkati hidupmu dunia dan akhirat

Lets be grateful to angelic friends who make us happy

they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.

thank you Allah for sending Sakinah Abdullah into my life

Ana uhibbuki fillah

Ikan terubuk legend by SRI MELATI

Sri invited us to Kauthar house and served us for dinner.

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   Ikan terubuk + nasi lemak + donnuts + choc cake

blurppppp. alhamdulillah. what a blessing!

....

To you.
Honestly i am so sad with what you've done to me.
liar
Stupid me.

bye.

Failed : pathophysiology test

Dan apa jua yang menimpa kamu dari sesuatu kesusahan (atau bala bencana) maka ia adalah disebabkan oleh apa yang kamu lakukan (perbuatan salah dan berdosa) dan (dalam pada itu) Allah memaafkan sebahagian daripada dosa kamu." (Surah Asy-Syura: ayat 30).

Is this the consequences of all the sins i've done. I'm such a sinner indeed. Will Allah forgive me? I am so embarrassed with Him. Will He forgive me? 

p/s: I love my friend. Kina.she is always there to support and never giving up on me. She's a God-sent

Never give up fatimah zaharah! Chayok2!!

Done internal, 3 more to go!

dr Erhmann, my internal med prof. 

alhamdulillah.
thanks to Allah.
Most Merciful Most Gracious.
my effort is too little to be compared with everything He gave
ya Allah, im so sorry.
i am always forgetful


after finish struggling for one thing,
He says strive for the next .

(94:7)
this success is solely from Him.

Rabbi yassir wala tuassir

Kuatkan aku.ya Allah. Kuatkan aku ya Allah. Kuatkan aku ya Allah

ilmu tak masuk sebab hati gelap

hari ini kelas patopish.. I felt down and upset with myself. During the 1st one hour and half i could understand the lesson, but after that argh. I hardly understand her english. I am so sorry my dear teacher. U've tried so hard explaining my cerebral cortex can only process 30% of what you're saying. Maybe i have some lessions in any parts of my brain.

Nauzubillah.

There is no one else to be blame. Except myself. If i use my 2nd year period learning by heart that Guyton and Hall book properly, i may not have problems like this. How to b a good doctor if u have bad basic knowledge about physiological human body. Timahhh oi u r treating human not machine!!! *shoot myself*

Argh. I need to speed up.

cheer up.
ilmu tak masuk sebab hati kau gelap ni timah!
astaghfirullah

Wall

I wish there is no wall between us. 

ERASER

I miss being my true self.

I used to be a happy-go-lucky girl.

60% of it just gone. haha

I wish my limbic system works better.

I wish i have a delete button that works for brain memories

its painful to bare with.

I don't want people to see how weak i am.

complicated

enough.

a long long day

For internal med today my patient is having pain due to hip joint problem. She was 60++  years old young lady. She was so cute. I love old people. Sometimes i think they are more adorable than babies. seperti Wan Tampin saya. sangat comel!
My patient had underwent 3 surgeries and this friday will be her 4th. What a pity. She's also a diabetic patient type 2. She lost 15 kg since 20 years ago. Wow. Her size is not yet considered as obese but near towards it. She is very nice . When we asked questions for anamnesis,  she tried to answered it slowly even thou i can see that she hardly speaks.
Then after finish doing the anamnesis part, we went down to have discussion of our diagnosis with Mr erhmann. It was freaking longggggg!!! I've tried so hard to survive and stay awake as i could. Mr erhmann taught us passionately and i felt so bad if he saw me sleeping during his class. He's a doctor, mesti dia lagi penat dari kitorang ni. Working all day long from morning till night. I dont want him to feel unmotivated seing us tired and dull.

lagi satu, it was hilarious when he said, 'understand you??'
instead of saying --> 'do u understand ?

0.0

Any how it was a very long and tiring day.

i went back straight ahead to kak yana's room. K anis baked a cake for her birthday.Happy birthday kak yana! may Allah bless u always :) Lucky kak yana to have people around giving appreciation. Then k farah came to visit me. She gave me some useful advises n remind me that never put too much hope on a guy. suka lepak ngan kak farah ni. rasa sangat ada kakak kat sini

Neoplasm

tomorrow i'm having pathology test. 

NEOPLASM

bismillah

wish me luck!

woke up late. duhh

assalamualaikum 

arini lmbt benar sy bgn.. yela mlm td sy tdo time subuh. internal med da nk dekat. 19 hb ni. soalan xabes2. aduhh. if i dont manage to finish all before time i'm going to withdraw this.i don't want to be rush n get nothing. this internal med is an important subject. oh talking about internal med, it really worries me. i have to equip myself with good skills. here there is nothing much to do, u on your own have to be more proactive to volunteer and ask if you don't know. the teachers wont be bother to ask each one of us. no spoon feeding here. being more independent. i love it. but the limitation is you don't know.what actually you don't know,revising the questions one by one, watching youtube videos, i realized that there are loadssss of things that i haven't learn yet. no one else to blame except for myself.i want to be a good doctor. wanting is not just good enough, act on it!

ok see you later.mengantok sebenarnya. 

at the moment , in psycho class 2.31pm

psycho lecture 

i want my family back

#examperiodisjustaroundthecorner
homesick.
may Allah bless them wherever they are
i miss u guys so much

Dr Vesely

he is prof Vesely. 

my pathophysiology professor. 

vesely means happy in czech. 

yes

he really enjoy what he is doing. 

you can actually feel it 

his sincerity while teaching 

care

full of determination

funny

#Inspired

dan muka dia macam Steve Job jugak. serious tak tipu

comel an! 

Pathophysiology is one of the big subject in 3rd year

dearie, please be nice to me. 

rabbi yassir wa la tuassir

fighting fatimah zaharah! 

buka kanta mata

buka MATA BESAR BESAR !!!!!!

INAHJA ABD JALIL

i have this one best friend. i think i can never find someone like her.

her name is inahja abd jalil

we'v known for each other for nearly 10years. i was in form 1 that time. both of us in the same grade, in s.m.k telok mas. she was in the next dorm, i was in Dorm 1, mischievous ones all got stuck in Dorm 1, n im one of them.

how did we meet the 1st time? 

i remember, i was in a big click, huge ones, my click was 10 in total, but 6 were the core ones.and we were the type of girls that our names used to be called during punishment day(hari rabu every 2weeks) by HEM teacher, Mr Mohammad Bukhari (we call him MatBo). my girls were always got caught of breaking some discipline rules at school or hostel.

she was in another click, her friends were kind-polite-ayu type of girls and have a lot of admires among boys.. she is just an average girl, but she used to be the shining star coz she is very friendly, and she is blessed with an ability to understand people , no matter a boy or a girl. people love to be around her coz she can give great advises.

so, in other word, we didnt click to one another

one day, i remember when we were having jemaah prayer in Surau hostel. she was sitting next to me. i didnt bother to say hi.. malas gle nk tegur2 org.  n i remember i was not in the mood at that time. suddenly, she knocked my telekung, saying hi. how rude!

so that the moment when i noticed her presence significantly. we met in a noble place, yet in so-not-sweet intro. and yet, our love relationship still continue till now. masyaAllah. i really hope this will last till jannah (i think i dont deserve jannah! :'(

she taught me about life.

i always felt little, compare to her life, i have been blessed. She endured challenged and life with hardship at early age, but she was so in patience. She cried a lot, but she never give up. Allah loves her so much, thats why she gets a lot of attention from Allah.He wants inahJa to hold on Him as tight as possible with the hardship He give in her life. but i really wish i can ease the burden that she is holding on right now. I'm such a terrible friend, i am!

Reflecting my own self, i think, my life runs smooth, for this moment, there is nothing precious in my life hs been taken by Him. i am so afraid that one day, when the time comes, i'm not sure either i can manage it or not.

i love u inahja. Thank you for being such an inspiring person. u r one walking inspiring-book , when i'm with u, i'm inspired to improve myself. i want to be a better person.

hope everything will be easier for u. May Allah bless and grant u happiness throughout your life.

p/s inahja name is so unique, Inah comes from her mum's name (rozINAH) and Ja comes from her dad's (abd JAlil)

and thank you for having me as a part of your life. *hugs*

Go kart

went go-karting today

u dont know how much i really want to be a Formula 1 driver. 

u just dont know right? 

haha

i really want to be a best driver. when i drive, i become a different person. i can easily forget the problems that i have in that moment. i noticed this few years ago. since that, everytime i feel stressed, sad, moments that i dont want to remember, i get on to my sterring-wheel, drive and drift.

today, i went go kart for the second time with some friends. one in particular is not just a friend. more than friends.

the most exciting part was, i managed to finish 15 laps in 10mins. 

should be 18 next time! hehe.

but it is way better than the previous ones.

fastest lap this week, is 35 s, wish to improve this to 30s and below. 

can i?

BABY FUZZ!

AHMAD WAFI HUSAINI!! 

assalamualaikummmmm!!! welcome to the world!!!

2.8kg, 10 Muharram

6.12.2011 ,10.44am

wafi is the 2nd baby of Olomouc COFC Jr. The pioneer of Olomouc COFC Jr is Razin's and kak mal's son, Ammar. aawww so cute, bila plak turn ko eh timah? #ehh #berangannn

Anyway, semoga Wafi menjadi penyejuk mata ayah dan ibu ye. Moga menjadi anak soleh, dan mujahid Islam. 

Lots of love, aunty Zara :P *blushhh*

NAGAAAA

pathophysiology test this week. so, me and kina, as usual, burning the midnight oil ; studying all night in the faculty. We ordered pizza and ate like a boss. Haha manalah tak kurus, berangan nak pipi kecut, makan cenggini timah oi. tapi takpelah, diet tolak tepi *walhal tak penah diet pon walaupun hari2 pasang azam* LOL

boringnya kena study! boleh tak nak rasa camtu? I need some entertainments! I want to go out from Olomouc! nak g travel somewhere! tak sabar nk winter hols! nak tidur macam anak beruang comel! so, demi mencapai imej itu, boleh la saya makan macam boss! 

iris! 

doakan saya, walhal kau tak wujud pun. banyak lagi ni tak baca. memang beberapa hari ni kena bakar minyak malam-malam buta la gayanya. chayok2!!

okeh, merapu banyak dah ni. 

cau!

iGames2011 #champion for the 3rd times!

Last week ,iGames was held. This year, the host was HK.  43girls and 27 boys of Olomouc contingent went to Hradec for the mission of maintaining the 2years of championship.  

Guess what?

We won again this year, for the 3rd times yalls! Alhamdulillah. 

Motto of 'Lawan tetap Lawan' gets everyone together, we cheered and supported each one another. And thats what family does.If the family were a boat, it would be a canoe that makes no progress unless everyone paddles. acewah cecewahh. anyway, thanks everyone for the lovely and unbreakable support u've guys put on us, walaupun balik2 Olomouc, suara hilang * exaggeration* 

our Olomouc team, Chef de mission proudly receiving the iGames Cup from Datuk Zainal, Msia-Czech Embassador

muka-muka keriangan. 

muka2 hyper

mangat gile copypaste dari blogspot hk tuh

this was the final result. We left them far behind with 10 points, like a boss! hehe, congrats lads! all the hard work and constant last minute training paid off. bosan jugak la menang lagi. haha berlagaknya timahhh!! pangpang. 

hopefully, there is still iGames for next year. amin2! congrats semua orang! 

'Siapa menang? Olomouc Awak! + Lawan tetap lawan!

p/s : this year, nenek menang badminton, netball, futsal ye cu #beranganckpngncucusendiri*

Open your eyes

'why deny whats in front of your eyes, we cant keep hiding from the truth, 

just open our eyes, our hearts and mind'

i really love this song because it really reminds me how little i am compared to His creation and mightiness

Look around yourselves, cant you see this wonder
spread in front of you,
The clouds floating by, the skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits, the moon and the sun
such perfect harmony
let's start question in ourselves
isn't this proof enough for us
or are we so blind to push it all aside.... no!

we just have to...
open our eyes, our hearts and minds,
if we just look brigth to see the signs
we can't keep hiding from the truth
let it take us by surprise
take us in the best way... Allahhhh
Guide us every single day... Allahhh
Keep us close to You
until the end of time

Look inside yourselves, such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves, running in your veins
what about anger love and pain
and all the things you're feeling
can you touch it with your hand?
so are they really there?
lets start question in ourselves
isn't this proof enough for us?
or are we so blind to push it all aside, No!

We just have to
open our eyes, our hearts and minds,
if we just look bright to see the signs,
we can't keep hiding from the truth
let it take us by surprise
take us in the best way... Allahhhh
Guide us every single day... Allahhh
keep us close to You until the end of time

when a baby's born so helpless and week
and you're watching him growing
so why deny what's in front of your eyes
the biggest miracle of life

we just have to
open our eyes, our hearts and minds,
if we just look quite we'll see the signs,
we cant keep hiding from the truth
let it take us by surprise
take us in the best way... Allahhhh...
guide us every single day... Allahh..
keep us close to You until the end of time close to You

Until the end of time..
(2x)

You created everything, we belong to You,
Ya Rabb we raise our hands,
forever we thank You.
Alhamdulillah
#deep

I wish i'm good at..

HORSE RIDING!

riding a horse masa travel ngn batchmates kat Cesky Krumlov. sigh boleh pulak jatuh naik kuda time ni 

ARCHERY!

ni masa buat CAS kt MRSM jasin,
aisehhh bestnya teringin nk hebat archery kalahkan Xena The Warrior Princes

SWIMMING, i can swim but not fit enough thou

REPAIR THINGS, eg computer, car

ni masa hari tu g Milford Sound NZ, car breakdown sebab cuai tak tutup lampu kereta, so bateri abes. nk pakai jump starter pon tak reti. sighh

PLAYING HOCKEY,  BASKETBALL like ibuuuu

SCUBA DIVING

GYMNASTIC

MAKING BUSINESS 

PLAYING MUSIC INSTRUMENTALS eg piano, guitar, violin 

archery, swimming and horse riding are one of the sports recommended, mentioned in Quran and Rasulullah saw loves this sports. 

'Rasulullah saw 'Any action without the remembrance of Allah is either a diversion or 

heedlessness except 4 acts; walking from target to target (during archery practice) training a horse.... and learning to swim. 

(alTabrani)

to my future sons and daughters, i'll send all of you to all of these classes ok

*berangan*

i just fall in love

wow, 

i just fall in love with piano music. 

seriously.

Haziq introduced to me Ludovico Einaudi, one famous Italian pianist.

i listened to Nuvole Bianche, and it is truly a beautiful masterpiece

have a try.

mixed feelings

it reminds me of good times, happy times, sad, and lonely times. 

it reminds me of the emptiness i've felt sometimes. 

so, i've made a list of piano songs, eg famous Japanese pianist Yiruma, hot Croatian Maksim Mrvica, Thomas Newman, and some more.

sikit je saya tahu. noobs.

There are so many others, yeah i know. 

currently, i'm #youtuberepeat the famous song , Clair de Lune by Claude Debussy.

                            

it is just intoxicating, just sit back, close your eyes and let your heart tell you how wonderful it is. 

haha jiwang sekejap je, boleh je kan. 

swinginggg-ing

Main buai laju laju di NZ dengan angah

BLOBBYYYYY

rindu

introducing : the BLOBBY

i mean the old ones. i miss my old family

considering about other broken family, i am half way luckier to have a normal family, even though there are some problems in this family. this family is way far from cracking 

my dad has two wifes. my ibu (married 31 december 1981) and my mama (september 20?? , i dont remember because i refuse to remember it)

i always have this big question mark in my head, why does ayah find someone else, other than ibu? isn't ibu the best mother in the whole world? Wasn't she was the one beside you when you were struggling with your studies , to get to what you are right now? wasn't ibu the one who always be by your side during ups and downs? when everything  turns dark, ibu shines your way. why ayah carik orang lain jugak? i hate it ayah. no one can compare ibu with any woman in this world? * shivering*

mum always tell me not to hate you, never hate ayah no matter what happen, he is still your ayah, he who raised me up, he who feed us, he who finds money for school and the households, ayah selalu jadi penceria rumah, buat lawak pecah perut and make rumah turn upside down as well . ibu never fails to affirm us, never and never everrrr hate your ayah,loves him, because no matter whattt, his love to us will never change (wawa yeahh right?)

ok. enuf said. rasa menggigil badan. i've always wanted to cry out loud and tell him what i've wanted to say, what i've been holding on to myself, i just want to say how i miss him so much . be the same person as he used to be, ayahh! i want you back! i never cry at home because i never want ibu to see me weak, as she is struggling keeping herself calm in front of us. I MISS YOU AYAH! i always pretend that i was strong at home, but the fact, i cried inside my heart out, driving out to nowhere somehow really helps me to get away from all this. yeah, i do know that im a person that run away from problems. 

dear ayah. i know you have been cheating on ibu. i never tell ibu. i never tell ibu.  Please dont treat her like this.she deserve better.  I love you ayah. but i hate what u did. i dont want to have a life without ayah. i cant imagine having one. ayahh, please be the old ayah i used to hug, i used to tumbuk2 perut, you used to give us bau ketiak ayah secara tiba2 the time where me n others khusyukk tgk tv in front, i hate that busuk smell, but  i miss u ayah.

i am such a loser. i am so afraid to do the right thing, pretending nothing happen, i am the best actress and deserve an Academy award-winning-actress.

oh Allah,please please please help this helpless girl. i  am a sinner, please be mercy to me, please bless both parents of i, please forgive all their sins. please care and grant guidance, happiness and all the goods always surround them. I'm helpless. please grant my dad and my mum Jannah for all the deeds they've done to me and my family.

i miss u both.

Gosh. susah benar nak nangis. 

Bodoh betul

New Zealand : Gateway to Paradise

subhanallah. alhamdulillah. astaghfirullah.

i was so grateful that Allah gave me the opportunity to sightseeing New Zealand. Thank you Allah for the great hunt and adventure. Alhamdulillah,Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah . On 23rd of August, me and my lovely cousins, Ainina (angah) went to visit her twin sister, Ahlina (along) who is still studying in Wellington, New Zealand. The three of us have planned this for such a long time, since last year during summer. 

Briefly about New Zealand.

New Zealand is an island country located in the southwestern Pacific Ocean. 

It is made up of two main islands and a number of smaller islands. 

South Islands is largest mass in NZ 

The main North and South Islands are separated by the Cook Strait. 

____^.^____

NZ's official language is English and Maori language.

According to Maori language, NZ is named as Aotearoa, which means land of the long white cloud' but NZ people also used this name too

NZ people consists of European descent (majority) + and largest minority are the Maori, followed by Asians and non-Maori Polynesian.

 And not to mention, they are very proud of their multiethnic background. 

currency used in NZ is New Zealand Dollar (NZD)

• Winter :: June-August
• Spring :: September-November
• Summer :: December-February
• Autumn :: March-May

 What are NZ famous for?

Maori

Kiwi (it is not a fruit, its NZ's native flightless bird)

Their national rugby team, All blacks

to be continue... (coz i'm sleepy already heheeh

BUNGEE DONE!!

Alhamdulillah. finally!

i can scratch off one of my #bucketlist!

woooohoo!!!!

Nevis Bungee is so amazing. One of the scariest things i have ever done. Worth every penny of the considerable cost! 

i would recommend 100% to any adrenaline junky out there!

Australasia's Highest Bungy with a 134m ,and 8.5s of freefall the ground rush is like no other. I faced my fears by standing on the edge, it really was the greatest personal challenge of my life. 

Malaysia's flag waved proudly here! hehe 

sanggup bawak dari jauh semata-mata :P

AJ Hackett NEVIS BUNGY

-New Zealand's highest

-jump from a highwire cable car 134m

-massive Ground rush 8.5s

We went there by 4wheeldrive through a high country sheep station, about 40minutes. 

this really was the ultimate adrenaline experience yalls!

so, to those who are planning to go to Queenstown and are also a little adrenalin junky like me, you just cannot miss this Nevis Bungy. This place is surrounded by beautiful landscape. But just give a try. you wont regret! this is hell seriously serious!

a great experience, a big thanks to the friendly team AJ Hackett.

p/s : i got a free tshirt too! 

Kiki, my czech friend

meet my czech friend, kiki, or Kristyna Danielova. i rarely have any friend from czech

because they are unapproachable. sigh.

i joined her English tuition, then i met her teacher, Martina Hejtmanova. Kiki was in her class for few months. Kiki was so motivated to learn English, she said, she loves travelling., and English can help her with that' 

aaaww, thats the spirit, you go girl!!

Ramadan, The challenge!

Assalamualaikum. hai. alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah!! Ramadhan has just begun! As widely known, Ramadhan is the holiest month for Muslims. In Islamic calendar, Ramadhan is the ninth lunar month. Uncountable blessings and promising rewards Allah has mentioned in Quran about this, just for us, Muslims. For every good deeds that we do, Allah will multiply. So, this is the most month for me, since I know that I have the least amount of pahala , but mountains of sins

Therefore, I shouldn't waste every seconds of it. Realizing the fact that this will be my 1st experience of whole Ramadhan, away from Home, away from Malaysia, away from Murtabak and so forth. T__T But anyway, non of that fact matters , as if I have to map out some list of 'what to do during My Ramadhan?'

Hence, this is the resolutions that i've list out, and I really wish I can accomplish fulfilling every single of it!
* Talk to Allah more often! Instead of facebook-ing, twitter, tumblr-ing, I'll will try my best to cut down the time that i've been spending on to this things. Talking to Allah, @ khalwat for every solat that i'm performing.

* Reading Quran 1juzuk/day How i really miss being the old me, i was so motivated to finish and khatam Quran during Ramadhan. I am not being proud etc, but I really do miss the force drive inside myself the old times. At home, I always have Ibu as my best motivator. Everyday in every night, she will sit for hours on the prayer mat and read Quran. *currently imagining Ibu's khusyuks face* T__T

* Be useful to others. Help someone, anyone! A lot of people around me needs me. Its always feels good lending someone a hand, because we never know when we'll need one.

Drpd Abu Hurairah r.a : 'Sesiapa yg melepaskan sesuatu kesusahan seorang mukmin dari kesusahan-kesusahan dunia, Allah akan melepaskan darinya satu kesusahan dari kesusahan hari Akhirat, dan sesiapa yg melapangkan seorang yg berada di dlm kesempitan, Allah akan melapangkan utknya di dunia dan akhirat........... (hadis Riwayat Muslim)


regarding sadaqah; one of my fav pieces from AQ , 2:261 265,0264

'The examples of those who spend their wealth in the way of Allah is like a seed (of grain) which grows 7 spikes; in each spike is a 100 grains. And Allah multiplies (His reward) for whom He wills. And Allah is all-Encompassing and Knowing' (2:261)


Allah continues mentioning about the reward for those who are doing sadaqa in (2:265)

And the example of those who spend their wealth seeking means to the approval of Allah and assuring (reward for) themselves is like a garden on high ground which is hit by a downpour - so it yields its  fruits in double. And (even) if it is not hit by a downpour, then a drizzle (is sufficient). And Allah of what you do, is Seeing

Oh you who have believe, do not invalidate your charities with reminders or injury as does one who spends his wealth (only) to be seen by people and does not believe in Allah and the Last Day.His example is like that of a (large) smooth stone upon which is dust and is hit  by a downpour that leaves it bare. They are unable (to keep) anything of what they have earned. And Allah does not guide the disbelieving people.

*feed your friends or anyone. For this summer, there are a few of us left who stay. 

1.Talk to God: instead of BBMing our friends for at least 6 hours a day, let’s talk to God for 10 minutes a day. It could be in the form of praying or just plain and simple talk, try it you'll feel relieved. In the end, there’s no better listener and word won’t get out.

2.Help someone: anyone. A lot of people around us need help. Whether it’s the blind man crossing the street, the old lady carrying her groceries, your mum loaded with house work, or even a poor man asking for money; always lend someone a hand, you never know when you’ll need one.

3.Share: sharing isn’t just for Facebook. Share your food with your neighbor, your car with someone who needs a ride, your time at a shelter, or even your old clothes with the less fortunate. One man’s trash is another man’s treasure, keep that in mind.

4.Read: I know the book of God isn’t exactly “Eat, Pray, Love” but if you read 4 pages after each sala, by the end of Ramadan you would’ve read the whole book. Remember, what's more important than reading the Quraan, is understanding it and taking interest in what it says.

5.Smile: spread love, you never know who could be breaking down and waiting for you to cheer them up. A simple smile to someone you don't necessarily know (and I'm not encouraging flirtatious, hair-flipping smiles at the hot boy at the gym) will uplift their mood almost instantly.

6.Be useful: donations don't have to be just money. You can donate your time at a shelter or an orphanage to help teach less fortunate kids something useful. There must be at least one subject you’re good at that you can pass on to someone else. You can also help plant fruitful trees in your neighborhood, hand out ice-water bottles to traffic police, paint a discolored wall in your area, or compliment the garbage collector on how important his job is.

7.Feed someone: carry dates in your bag and hand them out at Eftar time. On a much bigger scale, help cook meals and pack food bags to be sent to poor villages in your area. It’s great to feed someone in Ramadan, but it’s 10 times greater if you do that all year long.

8.Keep your mouth shut: That kind of applies all year round. If you have something nice to say about someone say it, if you don't be quiet.

9.Hold your horses: easy on the F-word. Not just because Eftar time came and you’ve broken your fast means you’ll be swearing at every person you see till the next morning. Words are very powerful, use them correctly.

10.Share this article :or any article that helps people understand that good behavior is just a gesture away and should be all year round rather than 1/12th of a year.
Think outside the box, help people, talk to God, and just create an over-all better life for those who surround you. At the end of the day, what goes around comes back around.

Tomorrow is the beginning of Ramadan, the holiest month for Muslims. Ramadan is the ninth lunar month of Islamic calendar. This may last for 29 or 30 days depending upon the moon sighting. This is the month of fasting and remembrance of revelation of Quran, our scripture. Muslims greet each other with “Ramadan Mubarak”( Blessed Ramadan).

Fasting is practiced by many faiths, especially Judaism and Christianity. In Quran it is stated, “O you who believe! Fasting is prescribed to you as it was prescribed to those before you, that you may (learn) self-restraint, 2:183.

Fasting is obligatory for all adult healthy Muslims; children usually start fasting at early teen ages. Most of the younger children have fasted once in a while with the family to “experience the spirituality”. . During Ramadan Muslims refrain from eating, drinking and sexual relations from dawn to dusk. We eat before dawn and at sunset break the fast, Iftar usually with dates. Fasting besides teaching us self-restraint also makes us experience the hunger of poor all over the world and motivates to help. “The month of Ramadan is that in which was revealed the Quran; a guidance for mankind, and clear proofs of the guidance, and the criterion (of right and wrong). And whosoever of you is present, let him fast the month, and whosoever of you is sick or on a journey, a number of other days. Allah desires for you ease; He desires not hardship for you; and that you should complete the period, and that you should magnify Allah for having guided you, and that perhaps you may be thank

true happiness

one of songs with a soul-touching lyrics

Bahagia itu dari dalam diri 

Kesannya zahir rupanya maknawi 

Terpendam bagai permata di dasar hati 

Bahagia itu ada pada hati 

Bertakhta di kerajaan diri 

Terbenam bagai mutiara di lautan nurani 

Bahagia itu ada di jiwa 

Mahkota di singgahsana rasa 

Bahagia itu adalah suatu ketenangan 

Bila susah tiada gelisah 

Bila miskin syukur pada Tuhan 

Bila sakit tiada resah di jiwa 

Bukankah Tuhan telah berfirman 

Ketahuilah dengan mengingati Allah 

Jiwa kan menjadi tenang 

Kebahagiaan itu suatu kesyukuran 

Bila kaya jadi insan pemurah 

Bila berkuasa amanah 

Bila berjaya tidak alpa 

Bila sihat tidak lupakan Tuhan 

Hakikatnya bahagia itu 

Adalah ketenangan 

Bila hati mengingati Tuhan 

Semua insan kan mengerti 

Maksud terseni Ilahi 

Itulah zikir yang hakiki


p/s : suka sangat lagu ni. nak true happiness tapi tak buat apa2, ape kes!

mission PAGHEE~~

NEW BLOG now

i am deleting my two previous blogs.

no more :: www.akumahutenang.blogspot.com

no more :: www.akieyzulkapli.blogspot.com

kind of sad, but i managed to catch some pics of that arwah blogs.

2009-2011

some of the post, i'll copy paste to my new blog.

well, just some of it.

buka buku baru. 

lets turn over a new leaf 

=)

Cesky Krumlov je Krasny!

we went to Cesky Krumlov!

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naik kuda hey!